empty bags of dust

all my friends have left me

black piano keys

never played

my brain

to home

to man played

lighted my life flamed

frightened alone awake screaming

lost and alone

wishing wanting forever

having fantasy of love

blades

home

air

AND THEN

It all came to me again

in the basements

of buildings

all around me

dogs and windows

flickering

wining and drinking

listening and wondering

the horns and the yous bothering me

make me hell

someone someone

basement bore

some piss make

help me matter any more piss

i love you

i make a switch around you bitch

hello

more

why the fuck you run away

i will kill you

i have to pee